ROCKEFELLER, dixie jane

[dixie jane rockefeller.]

AND WE ASK
DIXIE jane ROCKEFELLER
TO THE STAGE !

[/color]dixie jane rockefeller
IAMTHISOLD! twenty-one
IWASBORNWHEN! may 28th
IMINTHISGENDER! female
IWASBORNWHERE! nashville, tennessee
ISWINGTHISWAY! she'll tell you that she's bi, but she really leans more towards guys any day.
ILOOKLIKE! lauren ambrose
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~ Her hair. Sure, it's a rarity to find natural redheads in the United States anymore, but it's even more uncommon to find naturally redheaded porn stars. Dixie Jane became big in the porno business by being advertised as the "redheaded Southern sex goddess."

~ Abstact art/culture/music/anything. Anything that's werid or catches your eye and makes you think, Dixie Jane loves. She hates that she's been shown so many times as a ditzy, sweet girl because of her occupation when she's much deeper than that. She considers ending up on the island not the worst thing that could have happened to her, since she was starting to hate her normal life anyway.

~ Traveling. Any where exotic or different than what Dixie Jane is normally use to, she loves. She gets bored very easily and looks for new things to do, which often gets her into trouble. She lives for a thrill and when she doesn't get the same thrill from what she did before, she moves on to the next one...

~ Animals. She loves any kind of animal. Her favorite would be a turtle. At home, she had two turtles that she loved dearly. Now on the island, she constantly finds new little creatures for her to care for.

~ Marlboro Reds. Yeah, she's a smoker. Too bad she couldn't have been dropped on the island with a pack of smokes. The lack of nicotine she's getting right now had been making her a little more irratible than lately, but she's trying to work through it.

IDISLIKE!
~ Frowns and tears. Dixie Jane is the sort of chick that will try to find the bright side, even if the bright side is being hidden from veiw by the bad. She sees this whole island thing as an expirence in the wild...

~ Rumors. Okay, so when you've lived in Hollywood and you're famous on some sort of level, of course there's going to be rumors. She hate, hate, HATES them and if she finds out that anybody is talking bad about her behind her back, she gets a little violent.

~ Bright lights. Yeah, that's just one of her quirks. She hates bright lights.

~ Awkwardness. Even thought Dixie Jane is a little awkward herself, she makes an effort not to be and hates it when other people are awkward around her. She's very social and she thinks that other people should be social with her.

~ Greasy food. Come on, Dixie Jane is a porn star. Greasy food is like... Death to them, okay? Okay.

IMAFRAIDOF!
~ Violence. Okay, so this is where Dixie Jane gets a little complicated, since she's a pretty complicated girl: Yes, she did kill three people. But that was with a gun. If anybody comes towards Dixie Jane with a fist, she curls up into a ball and starts crying. She hates the thought of being hit or slapped or anything like that.

~ Never fully living life. She's only twenty-one. Let's be honest, she's hardly lived her life, she's never fallen in love, and she's never been kissed in the rain! While she puts on a smile for this whole ordeal, she doesn't really understand how this could happen to her.

IWANTTO!
~ Get a new car. That was her main goal when she was back home. But, ironically, the porno business doesn't pay that much. So while she's on this island, the only thing that's really going to be keeping her going is the thought of that new car... And maybe seeing her daughter again.

~ Fall in love. Yeah, I know that's every girls dream, but when you've worked in a business where most people have lost all hope in love, some people's hope for it grows even stronger.

MYFLAWSARE!
~ She's never had many friends. Maybe it's her job, or maybe it's her personality, but whatever it is, Dixie Jane has never been able to have many friends at one time. She's become used to it and only tries to work on a few relationships at once now.

~ Her need to want to live a full life has put her into horrible situations before. She's done almost every drug imaginable and has survived, she's had sex with over thirty men and at least half of those incounters have been filmed and then sold to the general public. It's a miracle that she hasn't gotten a disease yet...

~ She's a recently discovered pyromaniac. From the short time that she's been on the island, she's learn many things. One of these things is that fire equal awesome fun. She has a fire going almost all the time. She says it's to keep warm, but really it's just a good way to pass time...

MYSELFINTENWORDS!
~ Crazy. Literally. During her court proceedings, they brought a therapist in to evaluate her. The therapist said that Dixie Jane was harboring past trauma that she was covering up with wiht sex. It would have been only a matter of time before she snapped and killed somebody.

~ Easily pissed off. But it usually doesn't last for long. She'll be pissed at your for a couple of hours and then slowly just turn into a grudge that she'll hold against you until the end of time. Or until she snaps again.

~ Sarcastic. Dixie Jane always has a good comeback waiting for people when they try to get into it with her. And when she doesn't have a comeback?... Well, a good ol' "Your mom!" never hurt anybody, did it?

~ Hyper. But to an extent. In the mornings when you see her, she'll usually pretty chill until you hype her up. But by the time the sun goes down, good lord, you better be ready for Dixie Jane because she will be wanting music and dancing all night long.

~ Random. Dixie Jane is constantly doing something. And whether it's something needed or something just for the hell of it, Dixie will never do the same thing the same way twice. Sometimes, she'll say something completely out of the blue just to see what people's reactions are to it.

~ Dramatic. D.J isn't a total attention whore, but once the attention is on her, she knows how to use it to her advantage. But she can make any situation out of control when she feels that people need some excitement. But she always can keep it realistic. Just one thing that being in movies has taught her.

~ Over-protective. She doesn't have many friends, but when she does get friends, nobody can fuck with them and get away with it. Dixie Jane is a little clingy when it comes to her friends. Some people like that she cares, but some people are annoyed by it and wants her to fuck off.

~ Slightly OCD. She's not the type that needs for everything to be perfect, but she really likes it everything is nice and organized. If she thinks that somebody's area or attire isn't to her liking, she will drop subtle hints or attempting-to-be-nice comments about it until you get what she's trying to say.

~ Feminist. Yes, a feminist porn star. Who would have known there was such a thing? (<-- That was sarcasm. ;] ) She's just had really bad relationships in her past and men have always really hurt her. She's a little afraid of men who try to make too obvious of a move on her and hangs out with girls a lot more than she hangs out with guys. Lately, she's been hooking up with girls a lot to avoid getting hurt.

~ Outcast. So, really, when you put all nine of the personality traits that I've just listed above together, you find that Dixie Jane has a pretty hard time finding friends because not many people can deal with an over-protective feminist, or a sarcastic crazy person. She just has a hard time fitting in.

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[/color] Roxanne Marie Rockefeller, thirty-nine, dececed.
MYDADIS! Elijah Craig Hannigan, forty-three, unknown. Dixie Jane never met her father.
MYSIBLINGSARE! None.
OTHERSINMYFAMILYARE! Claire Elizabeth, daughter, one and a half. Besides her daughter and her mother, Dixie Jane didn't really keep in touch with a lot of her family.
STORYOFMYLIFE! Okay, so here's the scoop: Dixie Jane was born in Nashville, Tennesse with her mother, Roxanne. Roxanne Rockefeller always tried to make life better for little Dixie Jane, but they lived on the poor side of town anyway, so life just seemed normal to Dixie Jane. Nobody seemed better to anybody else at school because they were all poor anyway. It wasn't until highschool that she realized just how poor she was. In elementary school, everybody in her neighborhood went to the same school, but once you had to start going to district schools, she started to tell that she was on the bottom end of the totum pole. She kind of shrank back into a shell and focused on her school work for most of her highschool career until she hit senior year. Senior year was when she really broke out of her shell. Senior year was the year that she became the... well, the school slut, to put it plainly.
Roxanne partly blamed herself for her daughter's loose behavior, but didn't think much about it or try to stop it until Dixie Jane got pregnant after graduation. Roxanne looked down on abortion, so Dixie Jane had her daughter, Claire Elizabeth, and they raised it together. Roxanne worked during the moning and afternoon and Dixie Jane worked during the evening and night... What her mother didn't know was that Dixie Jane was working at The Bunny Hop, one of Nashville's most famous strip clubs. She started thinking that maybe if she could get enough money, she could go to college and make something of herself. That's when Frank Lawson stepped into The Bunny Hop. Frank Lawson was the biggest producer in the porno business and was looking for new stars. Dixie Jane just happened to step on stage when he sat down and immediately he knew that she would be perfect for the porno league.
So that's how Dixie Jane Rockefeller became Dixie Jane Love, one of the biggest names in the porno business. Roxanne, of course, was mortified when she found out that her little daughter had signed a contract to be in a porno movie and immediately kicked D.J out of the house. Which actually worked out better, because she was moved down to Hollywood, where most porno films are made and Frank Lawson paid for a hotel room for her until she got enough money to pay for her own house. Everything was going really well, surprisingly. She was in the porno business for about three years and was making as much money as a porn star usually makes in about twenty years in one year. But it was starting to lose it's thrill for her. Sure, she was getting paid to have sex and who doesn't love that? But after a while, it's just not as great as it use to be, as all things are. So she started trying other things, like many different kinds of drugs and things that didn't even have official names yet.
She would do the drugs, have her high, and then get overly depressed once the high wore off. The only thing she could think of once the high wore off was her daughter and how much she wanted to see her again. Dixie Jane started getting almost obsessive over it. She would call her mother, who wouldn't answer the minute she saw it was a California number, and threaten to kill her if she didn't let her see her daughter. Fianlly, Dixie Jane snapped. She bought a ticket to Tennesse and ran up to her old house. Roxanne and her boyfriend were sitting in the living room with Claire, so Dixie Jane went around the house to the back, where she found an open window into her mother's bedroom. She climbed in and the took the gun that her mother had always hid under her bed in case of intruders. She walked slowly into the living room, gun in hand. Claire Elizabeth was the first person to see her.
Dixie Jane demanded to have Claire. Roxanne was frozen in fear. Roxanne's boyfriend stood and tried to reason with Dixie Jane, but D.J panicked when he took and step towards her and she shot him dead. Roxanne gave out a scream when she saw her boyfriend being shot and Dixie Jane shot her, too. Still having a slight high from killing two people, she took Claire and attempted to drive back to California without being caught. She got all the way to Oklahoma before the police caught up with her and she was arrested.
She's been on the island for a little over a month now.
CRIMEOFMYTIME! Two murders and a kidnapping.
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[/color] emmy
MYAGEIS! nineteen
BEENRPINGFOR! four years
MYTIMEZONEIS! central
IFOUNDYOU! CAUTION
IMGOODLIKE!
Dixie brushed the hair out of her face as she emerged from her room and tiredly stumbled into the breakfast room of the adorable Waldenburg B&B. Milk and some Wal-Mart brand equivalent of Cherios and Raisen Brand already sat on the small little table in the front of the room while bacon and some homemade biscuits were layed out on the larger table in the middle of the room. Dixie scanned the room and then headed for the coffee machine that was secluded in the corner. Nobody else was around. This surprised Dixie. A clock ticked on the wall in front of her. 7:00 am. This surprised Dixie even more. She hadn't been awake before 10 in the morning in three years. She wasn't sure if she should be happy about this or not. On one hand, she knew that this must meant she was getting more out of the day and not sleeping away half of it. On the other hand, this also meant that she wasn't going out at night as much... Which meant that she had yet to find any good parties lately. Dixie hadn't gotten drunk, high or laid since she got to Waldenburg. This realization surprised Dixie most of all.

She sat down with her coffee and pushed her hair out of her face again. It was always unrulely in the mornings before Dixie brushed it. She had come out to get some coffee in her PJs, her hair tangled in knots around her face and yesterday's eyeliner smuged under her eyes and across the bridge of her nose. None of this really bothered Dixie right now. In a few minutes, after she had had her morning coffee and her mind was clear, it would bother her. But until then, the only thing that really mattered to her was the coffee and maybe having one of those biscuits sitting across from her.

Her phone sat in her room. It was 12 new voicemails, 6 new text messages and 1 new picture message. Eleven of the voicemails were from Frank, her manager, asking her what the hell she was thinking. Each of the voicemails got increasingly more dramatic until it got to the point where Frank was declaring that he was dying and it was all Dixie's fault for leaving. The last voicemail was from her best friend, Dani, asking her why she had skipped out on their plans that they had made. Dixie had completely forgot about them. She had completely forgot about a lot of stuff, actually... In her mind, being a porn star had been her "old life" and being in Waldenburg was her "new life." She knew that she would have to go back to the old life eventually, but until then she was just going to pretend that she could stay in Waldenburg forever and never have a care in the world.

So Dixie grabbed one of the biscuits and started picking small pieces out of it and popping them into her mouth, getting crumbs all over the table in front of her. Whatever. Today was going to be a good day. And no little crumb was going to stop that.

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('i feel better off when we stay in paris on winter nights') :]